great change is preceded by chaos
Right now I am feeling a little impatient with all the changes that are humming around me but
quite taking effect yet.
Summer needs to come so my soul can have some sort of relaxation!
I think I need to vent or something...everything feels very chaotic around here.
Work is very trying, everyday trying new things and failing and succeeding.
The plans I have are always changing - which is good and annoying.
AND YET - all I can think about is the little voice in the back of my head that is screaming,
"why are you so worried about
it's like i am being a little selfish,
complaining about all of these changes that I am talking about. not yet ready to say exactly.
but I am definitely focusing some of my energy into just me, which is not what i should do.
changing ways of thinking, or focusing, is hard - but i'd like to to that...
and try to remove myself from worry. changes happen, they have to happen,
and they usually bring greatness. So...positive and open, outward thinking.